【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【余】【靜】【书】【低】【下】【头】【】【用】【更】【轻】【的】【声】【音】【说】【：】【“】【真】【不】【好】【意】【思】【，】【大】【连】【和】【上】【海】【有】【时】【差】【】【我】【倒】【不】【过】【来】【。】【”】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【下】【班】【前】【】【林】【卫】【卫】【来】【电】【话】【问】【杨】【益】【是】【否】【出】【去】【一】【起】【吃】【饭】【。】【电】【话】【里】【的】【声】【音】【明】【显】【带】【着】【撒】【娇】【的】【活】【泼】【】【尽】【管】【林】【卫】【卫】【长】【得】【并】【不】【娇】【气】【，】【也】【因】【为】【有】【着】【过】【于】【沉】【重】【庞】【大】【的】【躯】【体】【而】【不】【显】【活】【泼】【】【杨】【益】【压】【抑】【了】【两】【天】【一】【夜】【的】【郁】【闷】【心】【情】【稍】【稍】【有】【些】【释】【然】【，】【他】【想】【了】【想】【】【答】【应】【了】【林】【卫】【卫】【。】【放】【下】【电】【话】【】【他】【又】【打】【了】【个】【电】【话】【给】【余】【静】【书】【，】【他】【说】【：】【“】【静】【书】【】【晚】【上】【我】【不】【回】【家】【吃】【饭】【，】【不】【要】【做】【我】【的】【份】【】【”】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【杨】【益】【激】【动】【地】【一】【跃】【而】【起】【，】【腮】【帮】【子】【上】【还】【挂】【着】【眼】【泪】【】【就】【破】【涕】【而】【笑】【：】【“】【真】【的】【吗】【？】【静】【书】【】【你】【一】【定】【要】【细】【细】【考】【虑】【，】【我】【们】【和】【好】【了】【】【对】【乐】【乐】【是】【有】【好】【处】【的】【。】【明】【天】【】【这】【个】【时】【候】【，】【我】【等】【你】【消】【息】【】【”】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【“】【为】【什】【么】【不】【想】【了】【？】【”】【 】

【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【杨】【益】【伸】【手】【摸】【向】【林】【卫】【卫】【的】【胸】【脯】【时】【】【他】【们】【就】【是】【站】【在】【一】【家】【卖】【酒】【的】【小】【店】【玻】【璃】【橱】【窗】【外】【，】【他】【们】【背】【向】【大】【街】【】【面】【孔】【对】【着】【橱】【窗】【，】【他】【们】【似】【乎】【正】【在】【看】【橱】【窗】【里】【五】【颜】【六】【色】【的】【酒】【】【而】【英】【语】【专】【业】【大】【学】【毕】【业】【的】【林】【卫】【卫】【的】【确】【面】【对】【着】【橱】【窗】【念】【着】【一】【些】【诸】【如】【“】【薄】【荷】【酒】【”】【、】【“】【咖】【啡】【利】【口】【酒】【”】【或】【者】【“】【墨】【西】【哥】【烈】【性】【酒】【”】【之】【类】【的】【名】【称】【，】【她】【似】【乎】【在】【为】【杨】【益】【充】【当】【翻】【译】【】【杨】【益】【也】【好】【像】【对】【那】【种】【外】【国】【人】【喜】【欢】【、】【中】【国】【人】【大】【多】【觉】【得】【十】【分】【难】【喝】【的】【鸡】【尾】【酒】【的】【制】【作】【原】【料】【十】【分】【有】【兴】【趣】【。】【总】【之】【】【林】【卫】【卫】【对】【那】【些】【酒】【瓶】【子】【上】【的】【商】【标】【煞】【有】【介】【事】【的】【翻】【译】【显】【得】【有】【些】【卖】【弄】【她】【的】【英】【文】【，】【而】【杨】【益】【神】【色】【专】【注】【地】【盯】【着】【某】【一】【个】【玻】【璃】【瓶】【子】【的】【眼】【神】【明】【显】【带】【着】【酒】【色】【和】【假】【惺】【惺】【】【走】【在】【街】【上】【的】【人】【多】【半】【行】【色】【匆】【匆】【，】【玻】【璃】【橱】【窗】【里】【有】【一】【个】【年】【轻】【的】【女】【店】【员】【】【她】【似】【乎】【并】【未】【看】【见】【有】【一】【对】【男】【女】【正】【对】【着】【她】【的】【橱】【窗】【指】【指】【点】【点】【，】【因】【为】【她】【在】【屋】【里】【的】【亮】【处】【】【而】【这】【对】【男】【女】【却】【在】【橱】【窗】【外】【的】【暗】【处】【。】【霓】【虹】【灯】【在】【很】【高】【的】【天】【空】【里】【闪】【耀】【】【路】【灯】【只】【照】【亮】【了】【方】【寸】【之】【地】【，】【杨】【益】【与】【林】【卫】【卫】【】【正】【是】【在】【霓】【虹】【灯】【与】【路】【灯】【的】【空】【当】【之】【间】【，】【在】【行】【人】【与】【小】【店】【营】【业】【员】【的】【视】【线】【之】【外】【】【这】【样】【的】【时】【间】【和】【空】【间】【，】【每】【一】【个】【角】【落】【的】【景】【致】【】【夜】【空】【里】【咖】【啡】【或】【者】【咖】【喱】【的】【香】【味】【，】【无】【一】【例】【外】【地】【让】【这】【一】【对】【男】【女】【产】【生】【了】【一】【些】【莫】【名】【其】【妙】【的】【冲】【动】【】【夜】【色】【、】【鸡】【尾】【酒】【、】【橱】【窗】【、】【背】【后】【的】【大】【街】【、】【橱】【窗】【里】【目】【光】【茫】【然】【的】【女】【店】【员】【，】【这】【一】【切】【】【似】【乎】【全】【部】【成】【了】【合】【适】【的】【理】【由】【，】【他】【有】【什】【么】【理】【由】【不】【去】【抚】【摸】【身】【边】【这】【个】【丰】【腴】【的】【女】【人】【同】【样】【丰】【腴】【的】【乳】【房】【呢】【】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【余】【静】【书】【忽】【然】【抬】【起】【头】【，】【她】【打】【断】【杨】【益】【的】【话】【说】【：】【“】【先】【别】【说】【你】【的】【事】【儿】【】【我】【们】【难】【得】【单】【独】【在】【一】【起】【，】【找】【点】【酒】【来】【喝】【怎】【样】【】【你】【不】【是】【要】【我】【备】【好】【葡】【萄】【美】【酒】【夜】【光】【杯】【等】【你】【吗】【？】【”】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【电】【话】【挂】【断】【后】【】【杨】【益】【朗】【朗】【的】【笑】【声】【依】【然】【充】【斥】【余】【静】【书】【的】【耳】【朵】【。】【她】【没】【有】【问】【他】【为】【什】【么】【忽】【然】【想】【到】【来】【看】【她】【】【是】【因】【为】【离】【家】【千】【里】【后】【有】【一】【个】【见】【面】【的】【机】【会】【，】【于】【是】【便】【肆】【意】【放】【纵】【自】【己】【了】【】【也】【或】【者】【，】【他】【是】【有】【什】【么】【事】【情】【相】【求】【】【不】【管】【怎】【样】【，】【因】【为】【爱】【上】【别】【的】【女】【人】【而】【抛】【弃】【了】【她】【的】【前】【夫】【跑】【这】【么】【远】【路】【来】【看】【她】【】【这】【的】【确】【是】【一】【件】【让】【她】【感】【觉】【十】【分】【扬】【眉】【吐】【气】【的】【事】【情】【，】【哪】【怕】【他】【说】【是】【去】【东】【三】【省】【旅】【游】【顺】【路】【来】【看】【她】【】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【“】【好】【，】【吃】【饭】【】【”】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【这】【呴】【话】【说】【出】【来】【，】【表】【示】【着】【这】【一】【对】【夫】【妻】【的】【日】【子】【过】【得】【是】【┿】【分】【相】【敬】【如】【宾】【的】【】【但】【内】【里】【的】【意】【思】【却】【有】【些】【生】【分】【。】【尤】【其】【是】【最】【后】【三】【个】【字】【：】【我】【有】【钱】【】【 】【 】【 】

】【陈】【彬】【把】【一】【沓】【人】【民】【币】【扔】【给】【余】【静】【书】【的】【时】【候】【，】【与】【大】【多】【数】【在】【外】【面】【赚】【了】【钱】【回】【家】【交】【给】【老】【婆】【的】【男】【人】【一】【样】【】【带】【着】【一】【脸】【献】【媚】【的】【表】【情】【，】【好】【似】【给】【老】【婆】【一】【沓】【钱】【】【便】【希】【望】【能】【换】【来】【余】【静】【书】【十】【二】【万】【分】【的】【记】【恩】【，】【于】【是】【便】【会】【对】【他】【更】【加】【支】【持】【更】【加】【拥】【戴】【】【事】【实】【上】【，】【余】【静】【书】【通】【常】【并】【不】【领】【情】【】【她】【多】【半】【会】【说】【：】【“】【你】【拿】【着】【自】【己】【用】【吧】【，】【我】【有】【钱】【】【”】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【正】【当】【她】【靠】【在】【椅】【子】【里】【听】【着】【另】【一】【位】【组】【员】【的】【發】【言】【时】【，】【手】【机】【在】【包】【里】【剧】【烈】【震】【动】【起】【来】【】【她】【的】【包】【挂】【茬】【椅】【子】【靠】【背】【边】【，】【因】【为】【震】【动】【】【小】【坤】【包】【摇】【摇】【欲】【坠】【。】【餘】【静】【书】【赶】【紧】【打】【开】【包】【】【拿】【出】【手】【机】【跑】【出】【会】【议】【室】【。】【翻】【開】【手】【机】【盖】【看】【】【是】【杨】【益】【的】【电】【话】【。】【他】【终】【于】【来】【电】【话】【了】【】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【白】【葡】【萄】【酒】【喝】【过】【半】【瓶】【之】【后】【，】【桌】【上】【的】【新】【鲜】【蛤】【蜊】【、】【生】【鱼】【大】【虾】【已】【入】【口】【无】【味】【】【余】【静】【书】【毕】【竟】【不】【胜】【酒】【力】【，】【头】【有】【些】【晕】【】【脸】【色】【绯】【红】【，】【眼】【里】【充】【满】【顾】【盼】【流】【莺】【】【许】【一】【阳】【却】【声】【色】【依】【旧】【，】【他】【始】【终】【说】【话】【流】【畅】【】【动】【作】【潇】【洒】【。】【他】【继】【续】【给】【她】【斟】【酒】【】【她】【手】【脚】【笨】【拙】【地】【推】【辞】【，】【却】【还】【是】【端】【起】【满】【满】【的】【酒】【杯】【喝】【】【喝】【得】【还】【是】【不】【放】【肆】【，】【轻】【轻】【抿】【着】【杯】【口】【】【琥】【珀】【色】【的】【酒】【却】【快】【速】【地】【下】【降】【。】【许】【一】【阳】【看】【着】【余】【静】【书】【直】【笑】【】【笑】【着】【说】【：】【“】【美】【人】【鱼】【，】【像】【你】【这】【样】【的】【女】【人】【】【还】【不】【被】【你】【老】【公】【疼】【坏】【了】【？】【”】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【那】【一】【瞬】【间】【】【杨】【益】【想】【通】【了】【一】【个】【问】【题】【：】【男】【人】【会】【被】【一】【个】【女】【人】【的】【美】【色】【所】【诱】【惑】【，】【男】【人】【同】【样】【会】【被】【一】【个】【缺】【乏】【美】【色】【的】【女】【人】【诱】【惑】【】【所】【以】【，】【对】【于】【男】【人】【来】【说】【】【女】【人】【的】【诱】【惑】【力】【与】【美】【色】【是】【没】【有】【关】【系】【的】【，】【比】【如】【此】【刻】【】【他】【便】【是】【因】【为】【林】【卫】【卫】【的】【不】【够】【娇】【美】【而】【把】【手】【伸】【向】【了】【她】【的】【胸】【前】【，】【他】【希】【望】【他】【进】【一】【步】【的】【探】【索】【】【会】【让】【他】【发】【现】【她】【身】【上】【真】【正】【诱】【惑】【他】【的】【地】【方】【。】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【余】【静】【书】【脱】【掉】【鞋】【子】【和】【衣】【躺】【下】【】【用】【遥】【控】【器】【打】【开】【电】【视】【机】【。】【一】【部】【热】【播】【的】【韩】【剧】【正】【演】【到】【二】【十】【六】【集】【】【冗】【长】【的】【故】【事】【和】【拖】【沓】【的】【节】【奏】【，】【几】【乎】【所】【有】【的】【剧】【情】【都】【在】【餐】【桌】【边】【和】【房】【间】【里】【度】【过】【】【一】【大】【家】【子】【人】【话】【来】【话】【去】【，】【闹】【出】【许】【多】【矛】【盾】【】【也】【滋】【养】【了】【一】【些】【爱】【与】【恨】【的】【故】【事】【。】【余】【静】【书】【实】【在】【无】【聊】【】【便】【跟】【随】【着】【电】【视】【剧】【里】【的】【男】【人】【女】【人】【们】【在】【那】【里】【口】【舌】【纷】【争】【钩】【心】【斗】【角】【。】【直】【到】【电】【视】【剧】【演】【完】【】【房】【内】【的】【电】【话】【一】【直】【没】【有】【响】【过】【，】【杨】【益】【没】【有】【来】【电】【话】【】【也】【没】【有】【短】【消】【息】【。】【余】【静】【书】【开】【始】【指】【责】【自】【己】【】【她】【为】【自】【己】【对】【杨】【益】【抱】【以】【莫】【名】【其】【妙】【的】【期】【盼】【而】【感】【觉】【强】【烈】【的】【羞】【耻】【。】【事】【实】【上】【】【这】【个】【男】【人】【并】【未】【想】【着】【她】【，】【他】【只】【是】【随】【口】【说】【了】【一】【句】【“】【把】【你】【的】【房】【间】【电】【话】【告】【诉】【我】【】【我】【会】【联】【系】【你】【”】【，】【她】【便】【默】【默】【地】【等】【待】【着】【他】【的】【消】【息】【】【她】【回】【忆】【着】【离】【婚】【后】【的】【这】【几】【年】【，】【自】【己】【是】【否】【有】【过】【如】【此】【急】【迫】【地】【等】【待】【杨】【益】【电】【话】【的】【时】【候】【】【从】【未】【有】【过】【。】【杨】【益】【经】【常】【来】【看】【儿】【子】【】【顺】【便】【也】【看】【看】【她】【。】【她】【不】【像】【别】【的】【离】【婚】【女】【人】【对】【待】【负】【心】【郎】【那】【样】【不】【允】【许】【他】【进】【家】【门】【】【只】【带】【着】【儿】【子】【在】【公】【园】【或】【者】【饭】【店】【里】【见】【面】【，】【她】【愿】【意】【让】【他】【来】【家】【里】【】【她】【觉】【得】【，】【只】【要】【是】【有】【利】【于】【儿】【子】【身】【心】【健】【康】【的】【方】【式】【】【她】【都】【能】【接】【受】【。】【每】【次】【杨】【益】【来】【看】【儿】【子】【】【都】【要】【与】【儿】【子】【玩】【上】【半】【天】【，】【她】【就】【在】【一】【边】【陪】【着】【一】【起】【玩】【】【要】【是】【赶】【上】【吃】【饭】【的】【时】【间】【，】【她】【也】【会】【做】【上】【几】【个】【家】【常】【菜】【请】【杨】【益】【一】【起】【吃】【】【和】【以】【前】【一】【样】【，】【依】【然】【是】【以】【蔬】【菜】【为】【主】【】【寡】【淡】【，】【却】【清】【爽】【】【杨】【益】【学】【会】【了】【赞】【美】【，】【他】【几】【乎】【是】【在】【对】【着】【儿】【子】【说】【话】【：】【“】【凉】【拌】【黄】【瓜】【很】【好】【吃】【】【妈】【妈】【做】【得】【不】【错】【。】【”】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【这】【句】【话】【说】【出】【来】【】【表】【示】【着】【这】【一】【对】【夫】【妻】【的】【日】【子】【过】【得】【是】【十】【分】【相】【敬】【如】【宾】【的】【，】【但】【内】【里】【的】【意】【思】【却】【有】【些】【生】【分】【】【尤】【其】【是】【最】【后】【三】【个】【字】【：】【我】【有】【钱】【。】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【许】【一】【阳】【搀】【扶】【着】【余】【静】【书】【走】【在】【海】【边】【的】【小】【路】【上】【】【夜】【涳】【一】【片】【晴】【朗】【，】【星】【月】【稀】【疏】【却】【清】【澈】【】【风】【并】【不】【大】【，】【却】【潮】【湿】【温】【润】【】【余】【静】【书】【步】【履】【摇】【晃】【、】【身】【形】【显】【醉】【，】【心】【头】【卻】【明】【朗】【不】【已】【】【她】【发】【现】【自】【己】【在】【这】【个】【成】【熟】【的】【陌】【生】【男】【囚】【面】【前】【有】【一】【种】【倾】【诉】【的】【冲】【动】【，】【她】【信】【口】【编】【造】【了】【一】【个】【故】【事】【问】【许】【一】【阳】【：】【“】【我】【有】【一】【个】【朋】【友】【】【因】【为】【丈】【夫】【有】【外】【遇】【所】【以】【离】【婚】【了】【，】【真】【是】【想】【不】【通】【】【我】【的】【朋】【友】【是】【挺】【優】【秀】【的】【女】【人】【，】【长】【得】【也】【不】【错】【】【她】【们】【家】【那】【个】【前】【夫】【，】【居】【然】【看】【上】【一】【个】【铅】【球】【运】【动】【员】【似】【的】【女】【人】【】【”】【女】【人】【说】【這】【些】【话】【的】【时】【候】【有】【调】【侃】【的】【语】【气】【，】【确】【是】【如】【在】【说】【别】【人】【嘚】【事】【】【而】【且】【把】【发】【生】【在】【自】【己】【身】【上】【的】【事】【情】【当】【作】【故】【事】【來】【讲】【，】【心】【里】【竟】【有】【说】【不】【出】【的】【爽】【快】【】【也】【许】【是】【为】【了】【证】【實】【自】【己】【的】【洒】【脱】【，】【也】【或】【者】【】【还】【是】【酒】【精】【的】【作】【用】【。】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【傍】【晚】【时】【分】【】【飞】【机】【顺】【利】【到】【达】【上】【海】【虹】【桥】【机】【场】【，】【从】【机】【场】【到】【家】【只】【需】【半】【小】【时】【】【提】【着】【行】【李】【走】【近】【居】【住】【的】【小】【区】【时】【，】【余】【静】【书】【加】【快】【了】【脚】【步】【】【她】【想】【儿】【子】【了】【，】【她】【连】【会】【议】【后】【的】【旅】【游】【都】【没】【有】【参】【加】【就】【提】【早】【回】【上】【海】【了】【】【她】【想】【立】【刻】【进】【家】【门】【抱】【着】【儿】【子】【狠】【狠】【亲】【他】【几】【口】【，】【儿】【子】【一】【定】【会】【高】【兴】【得】【大】【呼】【小】【叫】【的】【】【然】【后】【，】【她】【又】【想】【到】【了】【陈】【彬】【】【家】【里】【还】【有】【一】【个】【男】【人】【，】【这】【个】【男】【人】【是】【她】【现】【在】【的】【丈】【夫】【】【外】【出】【的】【这】【几】【天】【，】【他】【替】【她】【照】【顾】【着】【她】【的】【儿】【子】【】【可】【她】【似】【乎】【并】【不】【想】【念】【他】【。】【这】【么】【想】【着】【】【就】【上】【了】【楼】【梯】【，】【六】【楼】【】【灰】【色】【的】【防】【盗】【门】【，】【用】【钥】【匙】【开】【门】【呢】【还】【是】【敲】【门】【】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【“】【嗯】【，】【如】【果】【我】【说】【没】【有】【】【你】【會】【不】【会】【相】【信】【？】【”】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【她】【不】【希】【望】【他】【真】【的】【是】【有】【事】【相】【求】【】【但】【她】【想】【象】【不】【出】【他】【为】【什】【么】【跑】【到】【大】【连】【来】【找】【她】【，】【她】【也】【不】【认】【为】【他】【会】【说】【“】【因】【为】【想】【你】【”】【、】【“】【因】【为】【还】【牵】【挂】【着】【你】【”】【、】【“】【因】【为】【日】【子】【过】【得】【无】【趣】【之】【极】【还】【是】【觉】【得】【你】【好】【”】【之】【类】【的】【话】【】【她】【很】【客】【观】【地】【认】【为】【，】【这】【种】【可】【能】【没】【有】【】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【余】【静】【书】【竟】【已】【接】【受】【许】【一】【阳】【对】【她】【的】【称】【呼】【：】【“】【谢】【谢】【许】【老】【师】【，】【你】【的】【赞】【美】【让】【我】【感】【觉】【今】【晚】【的】【夜】【色】【很】【好】【】【”】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【许】【一】【阳】【说】【：】【“】【是】【，】【长】【跑】【去】【了】【】【天】【没】【亮】【就】【去】【了】【，】【跑】【到】【海】【边】【准】【备】【看】【ㄖ】【出】【】【结】【果】【云】【层】【太】【厚】【，】【只】【看】【见】【一】【些】【色】【彩】【斑】【斓】【的】【雲】【彩】【】【不】【过】【，】【海】【边】【的】【空】【气】【真】【新】【鲜】【】【你】【也】【应】【该】【去】【呼】【吸】【一】【下】【早】【晨】【的】【空】【气】【。】【”】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【女】【人】【总】【是】【如】【此】【虚】【伪】【】【明】【知】【自】【己】【期】【盼】【的】【是】【什】【么】【，】【却】【又】【不】【及】【时】【表】【达】【】【其】【实】【并】【不】【是】【不】【想】【表】【达】【，】【而】【是】【希】【望】【期】【盼】【的】【人】【或】【者】【事】【物】【更】【为】【主】【动】【地】【靠】【近】【她】【】【这】【样】【，】【她】【便】【感】【觉】【自】【己】【的】【被】【关】【注】【、】【被】【娇】【宠】【】【或】【者】【，】【被】【需】【要】【】【比】【如】【此】【刻】【，】【余】【静】【书】【就】【是】【希】【望】【杨】【益】【主】【动】【找】【她】【】【发】【她】【短】【信】【，】【表】【现】【出】【迫】【不】【及】【待】【的】【态】【度】【】【并】【且】【催】【促】【的】【信】【息】【要】【反】【复】【、】【要】【急】【迫】【，】【然】【后】【她】【再】【懒】【洋】【洋】【地】【回】【一】【个】【】【这】【样】【，】【她】【会】【心】【情】【愉】【快】【】【自】【我】【感】【觉】【良】【好】【。】【