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扫描下载APPCruising for Love Part 11
Right on schedule is the end of the first umm, section of Cruising
for Love. You could say that the story is technically finished, but I will
have extra chapters added on during the Deke/CFL cross over, plus maybe
another episode or too in the summer. None the less, I won't be writing
CFL for a while and I'll be paying more attention to Deke, cuz I know you
all miss that story immensly. So, please tell me what you think of this
story, contact info is at the bottom of this page, AFTER you read the story
&&&& I read the words hoping
it wasn't real, hoping that it wasn't just some big joke. B
this was no joke. Danny had found someone else, someone better than me
in every way. He found someone who was better looking than me, someone
who he could turn to when he was sad and get real help from, someone who
he had a deep inner connection with, someone who wasn't me. That was it,
we were all over, Danny was no longer my boyfriend, not even my friend
anymore. It was just a clean break, for I would never see him again, and
I hadn't even prepared for it. How could I just forget like he did, after
all we've been through? I couldn't let go, and I didn't want to either.
How could he do this to me?
&&&& The photograph dropped from my grasp and fell
to the floor. I sank to me knees, tears welling up in my eyes and falling
to the floor in two streams that created two separate but identical pools.
I picked up the picture one last time before tossing it away forever, not
sure of whether the words `Your ship has sailed' or the actual photograph
hurt me more.
&&& One written in red ink, very neatly written, almost
as if Danny was writing it slowly, as if to savor every moment, every line
and curve, cross and dot. Not a smudge to be seen, just blood red surrounded
by perfect whiteness, nothingness. I envied how neat it was, looking like
calligraphy or something, because usually when I wrote, being left handed,
I would always screw up somehow, like writing slanted, or smudging, or
getting ink on the side of my hand. I don't think any southpaw doesn't
many a time I wished I were right handed.
&&& The other side a smug, crude representation of just
how happy Danny really was now. The picture was taken yesterday, after
the incident, I could tell because there was a slight red mark on Danny's
face where I had slapped him. Now he just looked happy, peacefully happy,
as if he had forgotten all about me and what I had accidentally, regretfully
done to him and now this new boy, whoever he was, just gave him listlessness
in the mind, body, and soul of some sort. I mean, how else could this sudden
happiness and the dumping of me be explained. This boy brought Danny more
pleasure than I ever had, more than I ever could. I just got a cold chill
from looking at that other boy, having features in common with Zack. They
had the same hair color and style, both had evil grins on their faces,
both had the same black, piercing eyes. There was something very untrusting
about him, and it wasn't the jealousy or rage speaking.
&&& Within moments it just pained me too much to look
at any part of what was in my hand any longer. Not those red words, or
Danny's smile, or that boy's demonic features. I couldn't believe I lost
him, I just couldn't. I thought Danny loved me, I thought he knew I loved
him back more than anything, more than my parents, loved him so much as
to believe he didn't kill his parents, loved him so much as to save his
life from a drug addicted, knife wielding maniac! The air around me was
getting thin, I couldn't breath, and my blood was pounding throughout my
body. At first I though I was having a heart attack, but instead I found
that I was having a scared adrenaline rush. I held the picture in my hands
and ripped it all to shreds, every last part of it until I couldn't any
longer, until there were just tens of pieces laying about the floor. When
I was finished& I fall backwards to catch my breath to see what I
had done. Never before did I think I was capable of such things, tearing
up a Polaroid photograph, something I'd ordinarily need scissors to do.
Suddenly I didn't feel strong anymore, and even forgot how I in fact did
rip it up in the first place. It didn't matter now, it was garbage anyway.
&&& I picked up all of the pieces once I got my strength
back and put it in the trash outside. Once I returned back inside, I noticed
that bag was still there, the one with Danny's flowers and candy, which
he had returned to me. No use in letting the candy go to waste, seeing
as how depressed I was. I sighed deeply, took the candy box out of the
bag, and loped up the stairs to my room.
&&& I slumped down at my computer desk and checked my
e-mail while eating the candy. As I received my messages, I kinda hoped
that Danny had e-mailed me, apologizing for everything and telling me that
he made a grave mistake, but I didn't see anything of that nature in my
mailbox. I did see an e-mail from that Justin kid who lived in Texas. It
was just a standard message, telling me and asking me how everything was
going. I responded in short with a concise e-mail, telling him everything
was fine, for I didn't want to break down in tears again while describing
it and having it run through my mind again.
&&& Accidentally I did think about it, everything, and
I broke down in tears at my computer with candy all chocked up in my mouth.
It was so hard to keep it out of my mind and it hurt so much. I had screwed
up, big time. I made the biggest and most stupid mistake of my life, and
this was how I was to pay for it, sitting at my computer and eating chocolate,
not having a life. The problem was, I did have a life, a life that was
worth nothing, nothing at all. Danny was my life, and now that he's out
of my life I have nothing. What was the point of living if you had nothing?
&&& I knew what I needed to do then. If I had nothing
to live for, then I wouldn't live, plain and simple. No one would miss
me at all, not my parents, not the friends that I don't have, and especially
not Danny. If I died, and then I'd go to heaven and be reunited with Danny
when he died, that would be the only way I'd ever get to be with him again.
We'd be together forever then, and this stupid necklace that I have around
my neck would mean something and have some credible value in it. It probably
didn't mean anything to Danny anymore, but it sure as hell did to me, and
I intended to keep us together forever. Maybe when I kill myself, Danny
will kill himself out of grief because he realized how wrong he was and
that he really, truly loved me. But if that were true, then I could get
him back in time. I was givi this was all too much
of an incubus for me. I know what would take my headache away now!
&&& I unscrewed the chain on my necklace and took the
entire thing off for the first time since I put it on two weeks ago. Should
I write a note? No, whoever finds me will get the gist of it. I didn't
I didn't care about anything anymore except being with Danny.
I gripped the `4 Ever' end of the necklace and pointed the sharp corners
of the `R + D' near my wrist. If luck would have it, I would get to feel
what warm pyrite felt like while digging into your skin. This is it people,
the sick Richie saga will finally be over, for once people can be happy.
There is no point in cruising for something that doesn't exist, like some
wild goose chase. I lifted the necklace as I prepared to kill myself. I
was preparing to myself. I was preparing to kill myself? What the fuck
am I thinking! I quivered and my hands started to shakes. I became weak
in the wrist and almost dropped the necklace on the floor, but I managed
to save it just before it hit the floor.
&&& All of a sudden a pain shot throughout my stomach
and I dropped to the floor. I was feeling very queasy now. I got up and
stumbled to the bathroom as fast as I could, then vomited up all of what
I had eaten, which was chocolate, right into the toilet. When I was finished
I flushed the toilet, then sank back against the tub to catch my breath
while sobbing quietly, which was what I always did after throwing up. I
wasn't sure whether I had eaten bad candy, or the thought of killing myself
caused it, or it was just another grief stricken thing. On any note, I
felt a little bit better, but still far from feeling like shit. I stood
up and washed my mouth out, then went back into my room to pick up my necklace.
Never again will I take it off, ever.
&&& I put my necklace back on while still crouched down
from picking it up when I noticed a white square out of the corner of my
eye. Since my room is usually relatively clean, something on my floor strikes
up my temporary curiosity. I picked it up. It was tough, not a piece of
paper. It felt like the stuff they make photographs out of, but how did
up end up here? It must have gotten attached to my pants somehow then fallen
off. I stood back up and walked over to my trash pail to throw it out when
I turned it over to notice what part of the picture it was. It was that
boy, his face. I saw his evil grin again, that would now be forever stapled
into my mind. If he thought that he could steal my Danny away from him,
he was dead wrong.
&&& I was out for revenge now, I couldn't let him win,
he didn't deserve Danny like I did, and he wasn't dedicated to him like
I was. I still had that bracelet for Danny that I wanted to give him. If
I just got a chance to be alone with him, and he let me speak and say how
sorry I was, maybe I could win him back once and for all, and the rest
of the summer would be ours. It would be hard to get him alone first, and
what if he didn't want to leave his current boyfriend? I had to just let
everything pan itself out. Digging up dirt on this kid might be nice, like
he kicks dogs or something, anything like that. I just needed something
to get me back into the picture and get this other punk exploited for who
he really is, because even though I hadn't met him yet, I still had this
strong feeling that he was bad news.
&&& At around nine o'clock the next day, I left my house
and started my mission. My initial plan was to follow Danny, who no doubt
would be with that boy, and keep on their tails until they both separate,
to which I would follow him home, or to wherever he goes, and try to see
what bad things he does. I know it must seem lame, but I feel that if I
find out something bad about him, then exploit it to Danny, they will either
break up or just get into a large dispute. After that I would come to Danny's
aid and sympathize which him, just as the kid had done with Danny to break
us up. So in fact, I'd be giving him a taste of his own medicine.
&&& If I tried to just go directly to Danny, I feared
that he'd give me some bull about him having a new boyfriend and that he
just couldn't dump him like that for me, even if Danny did forgive me and
appreciate what I had done for him. In fact, that was the reason for Danny
returning my nice gifts for him, he was under that punk's control, and
that is why I must break them up first. A knight does not kill a sorcerer
who is in a dragon form, but waits until he is in his original human form.
&&& The reason I didn't go directly to Danny's house
the previous day was because I needed to prepare everything, and because
I needed more time. I could almost guarantee that Danny was already gone
from his house for the rest of the day at noon. I mean, he had to drop
the bag off at my house, and he wouldn't have go he
probably would've gone to his new boyfriend's house or something. I needed
to find my mother's binoculars for the mission. I wasn't a pervert, not
by any means, but I still needed to see things up close if I was to attempt
to be far away at all times. I felt that if I watched closely, as close
as I could, I could spot and find out anything I wanted about the kid,
maybe if I concentrated hard enough I could read lips as they talked. Oh,
the possibilities.
&&& I was surprised at how my parents were around me
now. They weren't trying to get me hooked up with girls anymore, or sneaking
pictures of naked girls into my room. Not that they had ever snuck pics
of girls in my room, but for a time I suspected that they just might for
the hell of it. My parents didn't act mad at me at all, they treated me
more like an adult now, which was good. And also, they didn't treat me
really differently either because of me being gay. I wasn't really paying
much attention to my parents though, because my mind was more geared towards
my ploy, yes the p word once again, even though I really hoped I won't
need to make anymore ploys until me and Danny's wedding. Right now I was
intent on doing my little superhero-spy thing.
&&& I wouldn't be a superhero in this though, or a spy,
but I sure as hell would feel like a spy. Spies do covert things, sneaking
up on people and doing reconnaissance. I would need sunglasses, a hat,
and clothes that covered up any features. I knew that Danny knew my body,
every single part of it, so if I left just one freckle exposed accidentally,
there was a chance I could be spotted. I had to be incognito, that's what
I needed to have done with myself. The hat and sunglasses would cover my
eyes and hair. Shaving would also make things a bit better. Sun block too,
it'd change the color of my skin somewhat, make it shinier or whatever
&&& Once I had gathered up all of the things that I would
need, I shaved quickly, then put sunscreen on my face. I wore shorts because
it was so hot out, though I would rather have put pants on in order to
cover up my legs, which Danny also knew well. The best shorts I could wear
were the ones that I had wo my other shorts were in
the laundry anyhow. I decided to put some
it couldn't
hurt. Then I put my hat and sunglasses on, and put my binoculars in my
pocket. It was one of those tiny pairs of binoculars that people took while
they were very small.
&&& I didn't eat breakfast that morning. Why bother risk
needing to use the bathroom during my espionage phase? Nope, not even an
apple or a banana or a glass of orange juice. I didn't even think my parents
had real fruit in the house, I didn't eat any, so why should they buy it?
And I didn't like orange juice, it was too tangy. I needed something really
watered down and not so sweet (no, not that!), like iced tea. But I didn't
even drink my bladder system can't even hold a Dixie
cup of liquids for a large amount of time. So I really didn't consume ANYTHING,
just to be on the safe side.
&&& At the given hour, I left the house with all of my
things, plus the bracelet out of its case in my front pocket, because the
case was too big to fit anywhere on my body, and I was already carrying
enough things. Lastly, added to all of that, was one of those micro-cassette
tape recorders, just to complete my spy attire. It fit into my pocket easily.
If I had to carry anymore things, my pockets would have exploded. At least
I didn't look weird with all those things in my pockets, being overloaded
&&& I walked over to Danny's house, actually to the curb
at the end of the street that Danny's house was on, because I didn't want
people to think I was on a stakeout outside of Danny's house. I mean, I
really was on a stakeout, but I didn't want people to think that. So I
sat down on the curb and rested, the nine o'clock sun heating my neck from
behind me. Man
I'd be sweating in no time. I'd need
water if it were to stay this hot out. Damn my infernal bladder system!
&&& After sitting on the curb for ten minutes, I started
to get bored. No one was coming out of the house. Danny couldn't have left
already, could he? No, he couldn't have, he doesn't even wake up until
ten o'clock. I know that deep inside he's still the same old Danny, who
belongs to me, and that means that he wouldn't start getting up so early.
What if he stayed over the other's kid's house? No,
if Danny had a household which was gay friendly, no one cared what happened
there, and there was only one person in charge of the whole house who was
out a lot, I'm sure they'd stay at THAT gold mine of a house. Ok, he was
still in his house, I was pretty much sure of that.
&&& Too bad Danny lived so deep in the suburbs, because
no cars or people really walked by, which made waiting even more boring.
The only sounds to be heard were the occasional chirping of birds. All
of the electrical wires were underground, so I couldn't hear any electricity
running, unless I was near a power box, which I wasn't. They usually had
those things hidden in bushes so dogs wouldn't pee on them. It's weird
being in a neighborhood without overhead power lines, because you can almost
hear what you don't hear anymore, and that something is odd about the place.
But nothing is odd, there just isn't anymore of that sound, sound that
you got used to growing up until eventually you can't even pick the sound
out of the quietness anymore. So when the sound isn't there anymore, you
can realize that something is out of place. Of course, you'd have to be
a pretty big lowlife in order to dwell on that idea, and it seems that
I was dwelling on it for a good amount of time.
&&& At times I thought about taking about my binoculars
and looking into people's windows, but I figured that I was already being
conspicuous enough. If I looked anymore suspicious I think that the paranoid
people would have called the cops on me. Most of the people were either
at work or still in bed anyhow. This was you had to
work in order to afford a house like those. I already looked enough like
a goofball with that stupid hat and thos I really
didn't need a third item exposed for the time being to complete my idiot-lookingness.
&&& After more waiting, maybe around 9:45 or so, I laid
back on the curb and stared up at the sky, just letting my thoughts wander.
D I could feel some beads of sweat starting to form
on my armpits already. I hope I wouldn't smell or something, but I did
use deodorant and soap in the shower this morning, just so I could be nice
and clean for Danny, hopefully. I didn't know what I would do if this didn't
it was my last shot at Danny for the time being, possibly forever.
I just couldn't live another day without him. I needed to feel his touch,
his love, I needed anything from him, even just a smile, one
smile. No, even eye contact, I just wanted him to look at me, and not have
hatred, but love in his eyes, that is all, I won't need anything more.
If everything I had and will give to him will make any of those things
&&& I eventually had to sit up because the sun on my
face was beginning to perspire from the hot sun. Good thing I got eye protection
or my eyes would have started sweating soon. When I was in my original
upright position, I took a gander back at Danny's house. No one was coming
out of it yet, but I did notice someone walking towards me from the other
side of Danny's house. He was too far away to make out exactly, but I thought
I noticed him having black hair. I had a hunch. I took out my binoculars
quickly, removed my sunglasses, adjusted the binoculars to fit my eyes,
and looked through them. Damn, out of focus, maybe I should have planned
this more. I quickly took my eyes away from them and found the focus dial,
then looked through them again, testing it on the house across the street
from where I was sitting. When they were just right, I looked back at where
the person where he was last scene walking, but I didn't see him anymore.
Hmm, where did he go? I looked around a bit, then I saw him. He was waiting
on someone's doorstep, Danny's doorstep! I it was most
definitely he! I could see the evilness in him for real now, there was
no mistaking it, and not opinionated at all. Just because he stole my boyfriend
away from me didn't make him evil. No, I saw something else there, even
if we were good friends, he and I, I still would have seen it.
&&& He stood outside Danny's doorstep, knocking on his
door once or twice, until the door opened and Danny stepped out. My heart
skipped a beat, I almost moaned to myself out loud. He was so extravagant,
my blond little angel. He must have gotten more and more sexy every single
day. I couldn't control my hormones and I could feel myself getting a hard
on right there. His creamy arms and legs, his nice butt, his everything
else! Then I saw him smile, one of those big smiles he gave, which showed
his molars, not that I could see his molars from where I was, but I could
tell that boy could see them. My heart sank. He wasn't smiling at me at
it was to that other boy. As I kept watching, I saw Danny look around,
he didn't see me because I was kinda behind some bushes. Then he looked
at the boy and gave him a small peck on the cheek. I almost wanted to cry
from seeing that, it pained me so much. I tried so hard not to cry I had
to stick to my mission. If I played my cards right, that would be me Danny
was kissing soon enough.
&&& I got my composure back then saw Danny walk off with
the boy following. I noticed three things wrong with that picture right
off the bat, and I knew for a fact it wasn't just hope getting in the way.
First of all, he didn't kiss him back. I mean, even though they were out
in the open during the day, I would have kissed Danny back if he got the
strength to kiss me outside in the daytime. Second, as Danny started off
I saw the boy turn and his face didn't look as if it was pleased, almost
more like disgust. And third, I didn't see the boy look anywhere near Danny's
nice, round butt. That was one of Danny's best physical assets, and he
didn't take the time to look at it. Now, what kind of human being doesn't
do any of those three things? I'll tell you who, someone who doesn't love
Danny, someone who doesn't appreciate something good when they have it,
and most of all, someone straight! That's what was wrong with the picture,
that whole damn picture, he was straight! A wide grin flashed across my
face. This was better than I thought. No, no it wasn't. I needed more proof.
I couldn't just take some little itty bitty observations and use it as
proof, I'd need some real stuff, and that's what I was going to find out.
I was more at ease be I wouldn't have to win Danny
back, this kid was already straight, and as far as I was concerned they
were already broken up, I just needed to show Danny why. Yes, I was almost
positive that I'd have him back in no time flat.
&&& I followed behind them, walking covertly and stealthily.
That was when I really felt like a secret agent. They didn't know I was
yet I still was following. My ideas about this kid being straight
were reinforced all along the walk. He never touched D Danny was always
the one to touch him, like putting his arm around him, the kid never did
it back, ever. He acted more like he ha he must've
been homophobic. Why didn't Danny see it though? Was this kid some crush
that Danny had all these years, and now is taking advantage of that? Well,
no one takes advantage of my Danny! Good thing that Zack character didn't
take advantage of him. Now that I thought about it, while following them
to wherever they were going, keeping a good distance at all times, it looked
to me as if the only difference between this kid and Zack was that this
kid actually used Danny for his own personal gain. Zack just exploited
Danny, and killed his parents. I mean, they had the same hair, same evil
grin, same bad aura surrounding them, same everything, yet they were different.
To me it looked as if Danny had some attractiveness to these kinds of guys.
Physical attractiveness though, not mental or spiritual, like we did, still
do though. I was the only one who Danny shared more mental traits and links
with, which is why we were destined to be together forever.
&&& Eventually th I followed them
inside, putting my sunglasses on. It wasn't an entirely large place, but
it had this maze of arcades, and the place was packed with about fifty
kids in it. When I entered I thought I lost them. I searched around somewhat
and found them playing the Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles arcade game. I
went to a machine that was close but not too close, though still in range
of seeing them, and start pretending to play. No use in wasting money now
is there. I must have looked like an escaped mental patient, or at least
one of those stupid little kids who think they are playing while they didn't
even put money in the machine. The people who passed me didn't bother me
a lot. Once or twice asked me what I was doing and I told them that I was
playing, and then they just moved on. Nothing was
they were just playing like old chums, no glances or touches or anything
like that.
&&& I switched arcade games just so I wasn't loitering.
I start pushing the buttons and moving the joystick around while looking
back at the arcade the two were playing at. I saw the boy playing all by
himself, but Danny was no where to be seen. If he was really in love with
Danny, like me, he would have followed him and stuck with him, just like
I would have done, just like I was doing right then. I looked around and
didn't see him anywhere. I walked away from the arcade and stood out in
the open, hoping that I could see where he went, but I didn't see him anywhere.
This might be a good time to do my extra task of catching that kid in the
act of acting straight.
&&& I walked towards the game the kid was playing, slowly,
silently, having no idea what I was doing or going to do. I started playing
on the arcade machine that was adjacent to his, I mean I really played
it. I put a quarter in and started playing. I was somewhat scared being
around him, close to how I felt when I was around Zack. I thought this
kid would have turned to me, known who I was, and beat me to a bloody pulp,
but I knew that Danny didn't have any pictures of me to show him, and I
was in disguise, so I was safe on all fronts.
&&& I heard him cursing right next to me. I don't mean
little swear words, I mean the big ones, as if he was reciting the seven
dirty words you can't say on television. He swore so much at that poor
I almost wanted to run crying home to my mom and tattle on
him. What gay kid swears like that? He sounded like some jock to me, some
jock who just wanted to get blowjobs at the expense of getting a kiss from
the most beautiful and sweetest boy on the planet. I'd need more than swears
I need something golden, something incriminating. Better yet, I'd
need something I could get on my tape recorder. Maybe if I had a conversation
with him and talk about girls and stuff, then recorded what he said, it'd
be convincing enough for Danny to have him believe that he was straight.
No, that wouldn't do it, because if Danny were convinced this kid was gay,
then of course he'd say stuff that a straight person would say in order
to cover himself up. There had to be a way, any way!
&&& All of a sudden some pretty girl walked up to him
and kissed him on the cheek. Out of the corner of my eye I saw him smiling.
I bet that if I had looked down I would've seen a tent in his pants. I
had a feeling that this was gonna be it, that he would definitely give
himself away somehow. This was my cue. I reached into my pants slowly,
pretending to be paying attention to the game. I took out my tape recorder,
pressed record, then hid it back into my pocket with just the part you
speak into pointing out, directly towards the duo. I moved about a step
sideways so I was closer to them and I'd pick up their voices more clearly,
because there were plenty of other voices around.
&&& "Hey, Hilary." The kid said.
&&& "Hey Max, what are you doing here?" She said. Well,
at least I have a name to call him.
&&& "I'm here with one of my friends." Max said.
&&& "Oh, well can you ditch him?"
&&& "Now why would I want to do that?" He asked her.
&&& "Well, remember what you wanted me to do?" She said
in a lustrous voice.
&&& "Oh, yeah, I remember. Sorry babe, but I just struck
myself up a deal that will keep me set for life!" Max replied.
&&& "Well, umm." She brought her voice down low to a
whisper, even though I could hear it perfectly. "Think about this new deal.
I'll do it for you, whenever you want, the best you have or will ever get."
Max almost spit out the soda he was sipping from astonishment.
&&& "What? I mean, you will?" He asked excitedly.
&&& "Yep. You know, once I thought about what you had
told me for a while, you were right, some girls just have to keep their
mouths wrapped around something for a while in order to like it." Hilary's
sexy voice was even making me kinda horny!
&&& "Oh baby!" Max lowered his voice somewhat. "You're
turning me on so much. Tell you what, you give me what I need right now,
and I'll definitely make it up to you later on!"
&&& "Hmm, ok deal! Sneak into the boy's bathroom and
wait in the stall. I'll be right behind you."
&&& "Ok!" I heard him kiss her right on the lips. "You
won't regret this." Max turned to leave. I immediately turned away so they
wouldn't know I was eavesdropping. "Oh, and by the way baby, don't kiss
me right after the deed. I'm not some fag, so wash your mouth out real
well first." Then he left towards the bathroom with Hilary following close
behind. As soon as they were gone, mumbling the word `bastard' under my
breath, I dug my tape recorder out of my pocket and found it still recording.
I stopped the tape, rewound it, and played the entire sixty-five seconds
of tape back from start to finish. Every sentence, every word, every breath
that was traded between the duo was recorded perfectly, I had the evidence
in the hand. Jackpot!
&&& "Hey man, you gonna play?" Danny's voice came from
behind me. Startled, I jumped. I fumbled with the tape recorder and quickly
thrusted it back into my pocket. I turned around, keeping my face discreet.
God, I hoped he wouldn't recognize me. I looked at him through my sunglasses
and he smiled at me. I almost died on the spot. He had the sweetest smile
ever. My h I was at his mercy, what he wanted from
me was in his discretion. Well, right now he wanted a game of whatever
arcade we were at. I nodded my head to answer him and slipped a quarter
into the machine. Street Fighter II? That's the game I was stationed at?
Games of all games, why this one? The game Danny and I first met at. I
didn't know if that came to mind for him, but it sure as hell did for me.
it brought the two of us together. And here
I was, secretly playing it with him. I didn't want to talk during the game,
but Danny did. Well, at least I got to hear his sweet voice some more.
"I wonder where my friend went, he was supposed to be here, oh well." I
just shrugged my shoulders. Speaking would have given away my voice to
him. I couldn't concentrate on playing the game, even though I sucked already.
Danny, the love of my life, was right next to me! I wanted to just stop
playing, wrap my arms around him, and kiss him deeply on the lips. God,
I just?needed him. Being this close to him, it brought back all of my needs
and desires. I just reminded myself that I had evidence, and it would work.
"You're not really good at this game you know." He laughed his lovely laugh.
"That's ok though. The last person to play like you do is?is?" He got cut
off though. Max yelled out to Danny about them having to leave. "But we
just got here."
&&& "Yeah but, you know?I need..." Max trailed off.
&&& "I know? You need what?" He thought for a second,
then it came to him, though I already knew what Max wanted from Danny.&
"Oh! That! Sure thing, dude!" He turned to me. "Sorry, gotta umm, feed
the dog. Catch ya later!" Then they both left. That was odd, I thought
that Hilary chick was gonna do the deed. Seconds later I saw Hilary rounding
the corner from the bathroom looking pissed. She passed by me while babbling
swears and how much of an asshole Max was. Well, I guess guys really do
give better umm, whatever, better than girls do.
&&& I followed Danny and Max back to Danny's house, hoping
into super spy mode again so as not to be detected. I think I liked this
whole spy thing a bit too much, maybe I was bound to be a secret agent
working for the government, listening in on secret Nazi and Communist
conversations, stealing precious nuclear missile codes, and saving the
president from mortal danger. I think I was watching a bit too much James
Bond and Mission: Impossible and playing too much Metal Gear Solid on Playstation.
Oh well, as long as it helped me become a better spy today, then I was
happy. Hiding behind bushes and looking through binoculars at times did
seem to become very me, though.
&&& When they arrived at Danny's house, Max and Danny
walked inside the house. I I had to stop them before Danny
made a grave mistake! I ran up to the house, took a deep breath, swallowed
my pride, and slowly turned the knob, hoping it was unlocked. Yes, unlocked!
I turned it all the way and opened the door wide. I slowly, quietly stepped
into the house. My heart was poun to say I was nervous
and scared was a big understatement! But I had to do this though, for myself,
and more important, for Danny. I crept up the stairs two at a time, wanting
to get up there quickly, stealthly, and efficiently. I took my hat and
sunglasses off so I could see better, I didn't wanna take a nasty fall
now by doing something clumsy.
&&& When I got to the top of the stairs I listened carefully
in order to figure out which room Danny and Max were in, leaving my hat,
sunglasses, and binoculars at the top of the steps. They were to the left
of me! I ran down the hallway quietly and opened the door. Damn, a closet!
I still heard voices though. Damn, where were they?
&&& I listened in closely to w it
sounded like a struggle! From the muffled voices through the wall I heard
things like "No!" and "Come on!" and "I don't want it like that!" Shit,
I had to find them fast. I started to panic and freak out. I ran all around
the hallway until I finally chose an arbitrary door and flung it wide open.
I ran into the room and was shocked by the site I saw. It's hard to tell,
but if I must, I must. Max was on the bed with Danny, forcing his hands
and legs down with his stomach to the bed. Danny's face was nothing like
I've ever seen. He was struggling hard but there was definite fear in his
eyes. I was stunned, never before had I seen a site quite like this. He
was doing this to Danny, my Danny! I slammed the door behind me and Max
looked at me startled.
&&& "Who the fuck are y?" He started to say, but he must
have loosened his grip on Danny by accident because I saw Danny overpower
him, flip around and use his feet to push him off the bed. That's my Danny,
always the tough one. He fell backwards and landed against the wall. "Fuck
you, faggot!" Max yelled at Danny.
&&& He stirred up my rage. I was no longer afraid then.
He just kept pushing my buttons more and more, and now I couldn't take
it anymore. Adrenaline was running throughout my system. I walked right
up to him, pulled him up by his collar and then gave him one of those hard
uppercuts to the chin. He fell backwards on the floor, then got back up,
cursed the both of us, and ran out, the door closing behind him furiously.
I think he tripped on my hat at the top of the steps too as he left, because
I heard him trip and then a bang. He wasn't knocked unconscious because
the front door slammed momentarily after.
&&& I let out a deep sigh and turned my head to Danny
slowly. He wiped away the few tears that had formed in his eyes and sat
on the end of the bed, indifferently crossing his arms and looking down
at the floor sadly. I wanted to run over there and hold him, be with him
so badly, but I knew we still weren't ok, yet. I just stood there silently.
I thought about walking towards him but I still wanted to keep my distance,
I couldn't take anymore chances, I just needed him back, forever this time.
I couldn't bring myself to speak first, I just couldn't, and I wasn't strong
enough to. If Danny wanted me back
if he didn't want
me back, well, that was the end of it. Please say something Danny, please
my love. I shifted my feet and his head cocked to look at me. His eyes
were indescribable. I didn't see his shiny, green gem color, instead I
saw this other look, something you'd have as if you wanted to say `How
could I have been so stupid' not with me though, but with Max. I knew the
feeling. M we just held eye contact. It wasn't about love,
just about knowing we were both in the room and existed.
&&& "Richie?." He said softly, like a boy crying out
&&& "Danny?." I replied softly. He bit his lip as more
tears welled up in his eyes, trying not to cry.
&&& "I?the arcade?you were there. I knew I recognized
your shoes, and your hands, and your lips?" He trailed off, sobbing&&&&
quietly and shortly. He almost made me want to cry as well. I didn't know
what to do, no, I did know. I still had the tape recorder.
&&&& "Yeah, I was there." I took out the tape recorder
and tossed it right next to him. "Watching over you, protecting you, because?"
I didn't get to finish though. He took the tape recorder, rewound it, and
played it, the entire thing. When it finished he just sighed and nodded
his head, then tossed the tape recorder away from him.
&&&& "I should have known, I'm such an idiot!" He
yelled out.
&&&& "No you're not." I said, trying to reassure
him. He sighed and lowered his head.
&&&& "How would you know?" He said softly.
&&&& "Because, I never kissed an idiot before. And?I've
only kissed who I love more than anything in the universe?which is you.
I love you Danny." There, I said it. Please say it back, please. I needed
his love so badly.
&&&& "The girl?"
&&&& "An accident. I'm gay Danny." I said. He looked
at me. At last I saw a sparkle in his eye. It was a small sparkle, but
it was still there. "The boy?."
&&&& "My best friend, at least he was." He stood
up and walked in front of his window. I wanted to touch him so bad, just
one touch, one hug. "I came out to him after what happened. Then, apparently,
he came out to me. I said that I had always had a crush on him. And, like
the asshole that he was, told me back. Damn, I should have seen it like
you saw it. Thanks?"
&&&& "You know it was nothing." I turned to look
at me and a small smile escaped his mouth, which caused me to smile a little
as well, but then his face turned serious.
&&&& "The slap?."
&&&& "Oh God, I am so sorry about that. I never
meant to hurt you, ever." I took some steps toward him, tears streaming
down my wet face.
&&&& "No, I overreacted. With my parents and all,
them hitting me all the time, and slapping me, it just brought back all
those memories. And I found you, the one who I loved the most, doing it
to me again." He wiped more tears from his eyes.
&&& "I love you Danny, and I regret ever dong that to
you. If I had known I wouldn't have laid a finger on you. The pain I've
gone through in the last two days has been punishment enough. With you
returning my things, and then that photograph?."
&&&& "Wait, wait. What photograph?" Danny didn't
put the photograph in the bag? That means that he never really left me!
Danny took a step closer to me. I few more inches and I could have been
touching him.
&&&& "There was a photograph of you and Max in the
bag, with your arm around him, and on the bag there were words written
very neatly." Danny had a perplexed face.
&&&& "That was an old picture, from like two months
ago. That was Max's picture, he must have slipped it in there. Fucking
bastard!" For a moment I thought he was yelling at me again, good thing
I knew better though. "And his mom made him take calligraphy after school
to earn extra credits. I can't write neatly, I'm left handed. Umm, what
did he write?"
&&&& "Your ship has sailed." I looked down at the
ground, not wanting to remember those words that pained me so much.
&&&& "Damn it! I never wanted any of this. I never
wanted him to hurt you, not like that. I can't believe he did that to you."
He sighed and looked out the window to his backyard. There was an interesting
tree with birds and bees flying around it right in the middle of the yard.
The tree was shaped weirdly, which made in something you would look at,
because it stands out so much, being the only tree in Danny's yard, save
for the bushes surrounding it. "Of course?I still returned those things
from you. It was his idea though. Now I messed everything up." He turned
around again and looked at me with those wet eyes that just pierced my
heart. "Can you ever forgive me?"
&&&& "Only if you can forgive me." He didn't say
anything, and just returned to the window. I only had one thing left to
give him, which he would either reject or accept. I took one last step
towards him so I was alm he didn't seem to hear me.
I reached into my pocket and found the bracelet that I had bought for him,
and as luck would have it, the note that came with the flowers that I had
written out just for him. The two went hand-in-hand perfectly. I hold those
two things in one hand, and with the other I lightly held onto his shoulder.
He didn't turn around, or even flinch, as if expecting it, or wanting it,
which I was hoping the most. I was frozen in that position, not wanting
to take my hand off or offer him the bracelet yet. I wanted to feel him
for as long as possible if this might be the last time I will ever get
to, just in case he didn't take me back.
&&&& Finally, getting up the courage to, even if
it meant I wouldn't be able to feel him again, I held out the bracelet
and note in front of him. He read the note, examined the bracelet, read
the inscription on the bracelet, and then did nothing. At first I thought
he was rejecting it, but then I felt his soft hand on top of mine that
was on his shoulder. He clutched it tightly and let our hands fall from
his shoulder. I held his hand back and looked into his eyes, which regained
their sparkle again.
&&&& "You forgive me?" I asked, hoping he would
say yes. Him holding my hand was already mending my heart together rapidly.
Don't stop now, don't be teasing me. His eyes gazed back into mine.
&&&& "Oh, it's always been you Richie. Even when
I was with Max, it's always been you. I loved you the moment I saw you,
and I knew deep in my heart that you'd be mine, and we'd be together forever."
He smiled, which caused me to smile back. On the inside my heart was jumping
for joy, I finally had somethi I had my Danny back.
I took the bracelet from his grasp and helped put it on his wrist. "A perfect
&&&& "You must be Cinderella." I giggled. I couldn't
remember the last time I had been so happy.
&&&& "Come here my prince." He took the last step
towards me, dropped the card he was holding and wrapped his arms around
my neck and kissed me deeply in just one long, loving kiss. I could feel
both of our he I was complete again. I let my hands
rest on his beautiful waist while kissing him back, just enjoying what
I had back again, not taking anything for granted anymore. When our lips
finally parted, our eyes met again, both of us unable to cease our smiling.
&&&& "I love you Daniel Truman. I never want to
be apart from you for as long as I live." I whispered softly.
&&&& "I love you too Richard Goldstein. And I wouldn't
have it any other way." He whispered back, bringing his lips back to mine
in an even sweeter kiss, with a hint of tongue, too. We both moaned softly
as we continued kissing, him leading me to his bed, our bed. Our shoes
and socks magically flew off and we rolled onto the center of the bed while
we were immersed in a hot French kiss without any signs of stopping, kicking
the tape recorder off of the bed at the same time. At this point I was
so hard that campers could pitch a tent over my hard on. We both removed
each other's shirts and I felt his smooth chest with my hand. I broke our
kiss and I moved down on his chest so I could suck on his lovely nipples,
something I missed doing so much. I wrapped my lips around then one at
a time and flicked them with my tongue slightly. My reward was getting
to hear his nice laugh and lovely moan at the same time. I kissed all the
way down his chest and stomach, then started to unbutton his pants when
he stopped me.
&&& Danny pulled me up to him again, switched our positions
so he was on top, and started kissing me more furiously than ever before
while grinding into me hard. I felt his hard crotch grind against mine.
I thought I was going to faint I was so hot. He started kissing my neck
and sucking on it with his vacuum lips. I closed my eyes so my enjoyment
of his sweet lips on my neck was multiplied by a billion. All of a sudden
I felt my pants and boxers slipping off. I didn't even notice he was loosening
them on me. My hands found their way to his button and zipper and I slipped
his pants and boxers off in one sweep as well, feeling his cute butt cheeks
as I undressed him all the way and we were both stark naked. Danny brought
his lips back to mine and I allowed my tongue to slip into his mouth as
I cupped his butt and pushed myself into him harder while as was grinding
his hard cock against mine. I felt his tongue lapping against mine and
that just made things hotter for me, I knew I couldn't hold out for much
longer. He started moaning loudly, meaning that he was feeling his orgasm
I knew my Danny well. Our legs were intertwined around each
other's, connecting us even more, though I wanted us to be closer and closer
together. His hands reached down to grasp my butt cheeks, using them to
push him against me even harder. I knew I couldn't hold out any longer,
and neither could he. My heart was racing a mile a minute, feeling in sync
with his heart, too. I moaned out Danny's name in between breaths for air,
and Danny followed suit as well.
&&& When I thought I was going to go over the edge, due
to Danny's love, his passion, his warmth, everything that I had wanted
from him all this time, and now was mine again, he just stopped. He stopped
we both did, at the same time. We continued grinding at a steady
pace now, not like a pair of horny monkeys, and just stared into each other's
eyes deeply, getting lost in them. This wasn't even about getting off anymore,
it was about love. Our insatiable love for each other. As our orgasms got
nearer and nearer, we didn't make any sounds, and didn't make anymore movements.
No moans, or groans, no kisses, or anything. Just deep, loving staring.
Our lips were so close that a slight bump would have brought them together,
but still we kept them apart, using our love to reinforce our willpower.
At last we brought each other over the edge and had the most silent, but
infinitely beautiful climax. A rush of love and compassion surged throughout
my body, not like any orgasm I had ever had, which was always filled with
lust. But this time is was love, pure love in its truest form.
&&& When it was all over, Danny rested his head on my
shoulder and exchanged a few simple kisses with me while we cuddled close
and comfortable into each other. No words we we just
went through something that proved how interconnected our souls really
were, words couldn't express what it really, truly was though. What I was
feeling couldn't even be described, it was like I finally knew the answers
to everyt we both did. It was as if I realized that
I was no longer cruising for love the entire time, but just letting love
cruise for me. It didn't even involve my heart anymore, it was much more
than that. It was my mind, my spirit, all of the feelings that I had ever
felt before, they were Danny's now, and his were mine. We were each other's
&&& Eventually we both fell deeply asleep under his nice
covers in Danny's queen sized bed. I could be hel
Danny just brought me so much inner peace. He cleared my thoughts, washing
away the worries and old memories and replacing them with new ones, ones
that you'd want to remember for the rest of your life, and in death.
&&& When I opened my eyes again, I found myself in a
dark room, all alone on my bed. At first I though it had all happened again,
and I started to get worried, but then I looked and saw the only thing
there was to see in the room. Danny was standing in front of his window
again, still naked, with the moonlight shining directly onto his body.
I had to bask in the site, for he looked like a god, better yet, an angel.
I stirred in the bed and he turned to see me awake. He smiled and walked
over and pulled me out of the bed with his hands in mine. He walked me
over to the window and stood behind me, his chest pressed against my back
and his arms wrapped around my waist tightly. He kissed my cheek and rested
his chin on my shoulder while swaying with me gently.
&&& "Look outside, love. What do you see?" He whispered
into my ear.
&&&& "Well, I see the moon, and the stars, and all
of them reflecting off of that large tree right in the middle of your yard.
The tree looks better now than it did in the daytime. It looked almost
horrid compared to how it looks now." I answered softly. He kissed my cheek
&&&& "Exactly. During the day you can't even go
near that ugly thing. There are bees waiting to sting ya, and wasps and
mosquitoes, and birds getting in your hair. But now, in the night, everything
is asleep, and the crickets come out a play their beautiful song while
the tree is being lit up magnificently, like some Jekyll and Hyde thing.
You know, you're the first person to ever watch it with me. I mean, I've
only lived here a few days, but I used to visit a lot, and every single
night I'd look upon this, just, beautiful magnificent piece of artwork
created by God. And I would wish that I could stand right here with the
person I that loved the most and have him see it the same way. I'd only
look at it in the daytime when I was feeling horrible and lonely, just
as a reminder that things would get better, given time. You know, I don't
think I'll need to look at that tree in the daytime for a while, a long
while. And even at night I'd have the most beautiful thing on earth right
here in my arms. Make love to me, Richie."
&&&& "Marry me, Danny." I responded involuntarily.
&&&& "Make love to me and I'll marry you." He whispered
&&&& "Marry me and I'll make love to you." I replied
&&&& "Baby, you know I'll marry you." He giggled,
kissing my shoulder gently.
&&&& "And you know I'll make love to you, honey
bun." I whispered back. His hand grazed my crotch, hardening it immediately.
&&&& "What are we waiting for then?" He gave my
cock some playful strokes
&&&& "You're right, I'm through waiting. Eternity
is a long time to do everything you've ever wanted to do with the one you
love the most." I turned around, looked him in the eyes while smiling,
and kissed him on the lips deeply. He closed his eyes and moaned as I kissed
him, surrendering his body to me. Then we both ran back to the bed, giggling
like the kids we were, where we would show our love for each other again
and again for the rest of our lives.
Well, that's it for ya. You could call these first 11 chapters of Cruising
for Love a book, maybe I could get it published one day. Just to remind
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and situations for Richie and Danny to get mixed up in. All comments strongly
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